I faced an immediate warm sunny welcome as I stepped out doors taking a long deep breath.
The spring beauty is so inviting now that the trees are adorned with early bright green leaves.
My fig tree and bunches of "Golden waterfall" celebrate the spring time in a friendly unison along with the sunrays.

My eyes are cracked

Feels good to cry like rain and thunder
those tears more than gems to treasure
when blue
when no one to tell the heart to
when tears are dried and lost
I want them back; i need to
staring out the window
for how long will i be so?
the brain a hollow
eyes getting cracked

the flow of tears in them is lacked.

Sad day

Oh ... how sad the day
Come; Come abundant tears
fill my eyes
run and flow
Come; Come burning sigh
turn me into a flame
and what remains of me
as the ashes of the ashtray.

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Beyond the dry, deserted land of my mind
over the cracked wall of my broken heart
hidden from the stranger's eyes
to win over eternity
my treasure lies
my heart will stop beating when the last day arrives
but there's something within, that never dies
safely hidden from the eyes
to win over eternity
my treasure lies.

Dream world

The dreamlike world above
fabulous blue sky
the clouds in a wonderful design
resembling cotton wool
all together, whatever the time
a beautiful poem
a beautiful rhyme.

Hey you angels

I’ve been neglecting this page
Today I’m out of my cage
I step here to dust & care
and perfume for pleasure
Some water to refresh my flower
Leaving the windows open for more air
Hey angels here I need your wings
To nourish the imagination
A feather to tickle my sensation
So I fight the pirates with glory
a teasing smile; haughty and naughty
Hey angels, lend me your wings
So I fly to the other side of blues

flying over the cuckoo’s nest

and land on the cannibal's island

to peer into my rabbit’s hole and be there a guest

wondering if I'd be eaten alive or cooked first!

يا علی

Words are beautiful from your mouth
a place brightens with you; and just you about
my dreams and wishes all forgotten
Other thoughts silly and rotten
It’s you whom I seek, whom I need; which I care
a drop of my tear makes you aware
the heaven is your kingdom and the angels yours to serve
and more you deserve and more you deserve
Won’t trade your smile with heaven
won't trade your smile with the sky
Let me die in peace and see you smiling at my side

only your smile I need so the other world to abide.

Life is a story

Life is a story, a ball
a drama until the curtains fall
In the middle of a scene
as she plays the role of a happy queen
She falls knocked down

trying to smile; hiding her frown
It happens to her again & again
filling her up; making her mind go insane
does she deserve it ; isn’t it unfair?
now her eyes glistening with tear
her red balloon lost in the air
Now don’t throw her a rope

don’t give her another chance
for she gave up seeking, sits there frozen in a trance
someone thinks she is made of stone
someone thinks she has no heart beside flesh & bone
as she walks on the edge the days come & go
the clock's chime

reminds her of time

a time the curtain falls.

Hours

The daily routine impatient and waiting
while she wonders how to keep floating

she spends sometimes at her desk pondering

how to start the day with her heart beating so slow
how to start afresh, how to bring back the glow

and all she has to do is to keep on with the flow

The daily routine ....the starting of another day
be strong, be patient, keep going, take care
easy for others to say

And all she need is the bunch of flowers
to feel a flip of joy in her heart for hours
hears a whisper calling her from above the towers

Past above the tower of time
runs no clock no chime

Its shadow high above her she casts a glance
she will hurry there when she gets the chance

For the moment all she need is the bunch of flowers
the flip of joy in her heart to keep her going for hours.

That's what friends are for

You need to get something off your chest
to unburden what hurts you and rest

to close the door and fasten the lid
to get it open when you are in need

you need a Wishing Well
you need to have what no money can buy nor sell

to whisper your wishes and dreams to
you need a stone to talk into

not a wishingwell nor a stone but I offer you a heart of water & mud
a heart made of flesh and blood

a heart so hard to get and easy to mend; to keep your secrets in and pile up your sorrow
to get back when you have nowhere else to go

tell me of your dreams, of your wishes
tell me what’s been hurting you for years

in my chest keep what’s burdening you and more
that’s what friends are for..

The change

You've got to love someone

You've got to see how beautiful shines the sun
You've got to feel the longing the beat that keeps your heart run

the yearning & tears, the silent cry all gone

while you are with the loved one

no worry in your mind pricks
The color rushing back on your cheeks

Savoring the golden moments

Hearts fluttering like butterfly

.

ready to please, a radiant smile

vulnerable and shy.

..... Smiles

Eve

Makes him realize
just to look into her eyes

Makes him believe
as her smile is his relieve

The pain and hardship
melts away in true friendship

She might bring him anger, might make him real mad
when her smile dawns, he feels no longer sad

Sweeter than honey
cute as a smile of a baby

Leaves them just a single wish
at the moment to stop the time would be a relish.

****

Lets forget the worries, let's sit here for a while.

To be or Not to be

To be a drop of rain melting into the earth
to be the sparkle of light,
to vanish into the night
Or be a sigh escaping the breath
why am I me, a vulnerable being
why not be a bird?
or a lamb in a herd
my chest feels heavy; the heart longing to cry
but I just give out a sigh
I am a woman not a drop of rain
have to bear so much pain
how can I ever laugh again?
living my life in vain
He asks me why i did this or that
What would I answer?
"You made me ..You know better"

See the beauty

The leaf of a tree

a flower in the meadow

a bird in the sky

and the sky so blue

A feather dancing with the wind

a lover's sweet and silly wink,

makes one’s heart sink

To see the beauty
how green a tree

To be out of the shadow,

and watch a pink smiling lily.

>>>>> <<<<<

I don't know if you know of the sorrow, of my pain
I don't know if you know of the trap i've fallen in
I don't know if you ever find the grave my soul is buried within
I don't know if you know how the tears in my eyes dance to and fro
I don't know if you know how my eyes is losing it's glow
I don't know if you know how my heart needs to cry
I don't know if you know how my soul longs to fly.

)))))))))))))

Assure me you'll come at my grave
I will gladly die
Assure me you'll take my hand to save
I will gladly die
Assure me it will save you a tiny scar
I will gladly die
But all you ask me is to be good and I fall
To put a stop to it all,
I will gladly die
My angle, my darling
ask me to stop breathing
I will
ask me to go under a guillotine
I will
but being good
I have lost the power,
I’ve lost the will.

Listen

In an empty space
In stillness of my mind
There I cry out your name
if you listen to the silence
if you listen to the rain
if you listen to the wind
You may hear a voice calling you
a whisper in your ear.